There are times when you wish you can just reach out to someone and let all your worries, fears, doubts go away and often times the people around you who are within reach physically are somehow not emotionally and mentally within reach. Not everyone will want to make the effort, simply because they do not want to get tangled up with anything they deem uncomfortable. You can't blame them.. Not everyone has empathy and not everyone can sympathize with your plight. Some people will shut you out and will only focus on what matters to them no matter how much you try and let your feelings known. People will turn you away.. but Allah SWT will not.
Prayer can change everything. Work on your relationship with Allah and Allah will fix your affairs. Trust in Him.
People will disappoint you... even those you love and who you would give up anything for.. but Allah SWT will not. Allah SWT will test you, but no tests will go unrewarded.
So be patient.. For even if you are not rewarded in this life, in shaa Allah you will be rewarded in the Hereafter. In shaa Allah.. Aamiin ya Rabbal alamin.
